What a challenging day it was today! It started with the first nap time after feeding them at 9 am. I can only lie down with one baby at the time to help them fall asleep, and hope Randy helps the other one, as Sammy has not had any trouble falling asleep. However, Randy eats breakfast at that time, and so there's always a baby crying as nobody is there to rock it to sleep.

This morning I woke up to Emmy crying. After Randy changes, clothes and feeds them, he takes them downstairs one at the time. Emmy was crying, being alone up here in his bed. I got up and held him until Randy came back to get him. Sammy was still here too and unhappy, so I held him until Randy came back for him.

It's 1 am, and sometimes it's hard to remember the details of the day when it's just another day at home.

It was a cold, rainy and dark day and so we had the light on for pretty much the whole day. For me the day started as usual with the alarm going off at 8:50, and once again I had gone to bed too late, and I was so tired, not wanting to get up. I got their breakfast ready and we fed them, then it was nap time.