Last night around 10 pm Emmy woke up, cried, didn't want to drink, but tonight it was much worse. He screamed and screamed, holding him would not comfort him, and milk he didn't want. I went into the bathroom with him, where he'd at least disturb the others, and just held and rocked him, and sang and prayed for him.

Last night was tough. Emmy was restless all evening, waking up repeatedly. And just when I lay down to sleep - late as it was already - one after another needed feeding, waking each other up. Tammy was the last one - just after I was back in bed to sleep - and it took a while before I could walk away without her protesting. While it was tough for me, it allowed Randy to sleep until 7 am today.

This morning we went baby swimming, as we do every Friday. I had Sammy today, Randy Tammy, and my Mom Emmy. We had a great time again. Sammy was a little insecure at times, but really enjoyed it at other times. Emmy loves the water the most, laughs, splashes, and makes movements that ressemble swimming.