Last night was more busy than usual. I went to bed at 3 am, which seems to be my new bed time, but barely asleep, two babies needed milk, so it was after 4 before I got to lie down again. Right now one of my greatest wishes is to be able to just once sleep in in the morning, as long as I want to, instead of responding to my 8:50 and 11:26 alarms.

I've been reducing the amount of milk I give them at night, and it's been going well. But I've been going to bed too late, and did so last night as well, paying a price all day long. I was so extremely tired I had a bad headache in the afternoon. I can't go on functioning on 5 hours of sleep per night, but during the day I cannot get anything done, so I have to do it at night.

Another day, another late night, trying to remember what happened many hours ago. It's nearly 2 am, and normally I unload the dishwasher or clean the high chairs at this time.

I went to bed at 3 am last night, and was really tired all day long today. I crawled out of bed just before 9 am to make their food and feed them. Then it was nap time.