Day 715. Last night I quit writing before I was done and went to bed at 12:45 am, because I just couldn't go on. Today I've been in really bad shape, and even right now I'm trying to get this done as quickly as possible and head to bed early. I don't even know how early it was today, when Tammy came, and then Emmy.

Day 714. Last night I headed to bed at 1:20. Just as I was getting into bed, Tammy came walking up to me, and I walked her back to her bed where she lay back down and continued sleeping. It's the first time she's done that. This morning It was her again who was the first one to come to me.

Day 713. Last night I was cleaning up, when something fell and made a noise, and Emmy started crying. He's our light sleeper. That's when a few hours of trying to get him to sleep started. I tried and tried, sat down by his bed, but every time I walked away, he started crying again. I was finally so exhausted as it was nearing 2 am, I asked Randy to take my place.